Growing up

Hi my name is Steve Tere growing up i never had a positive male role model my dad die when i was six years old so i was around women 24/7 it was basically my mom my twin sister and my women friends so it was difficult of becoming a man. It like the saying a women can help man how to respect a women but a women cant teach a man how to become a man because it's a father job to teach his son how to become a man. So growing up was diffcult for me till this day im still learning how to become a man. On September 7th 2016 i got married to beautiful haitian women of my dreams but thr issue my anger get in the way im afraid one day i might just lose it or do something ill regret so when my wife get me mad for now i run out the house and walk as far i can go or till my feet hurt. My twin sister thinks the reason why i have so much anger and rage was cuz i never had a positive male role model to teach me how to control my anger my rage my twin sister believe that KING can help me with me so i can grow im just tired of begin angry its affecting my marriage and my job.